Tuesday 24 December 2013

Keep DREAMING ~~

Assalamualaikum

Dear reader...
Emmm mlm ni sya buat la serba sikit research pasal study kt luaq ni. Yup, sya mmg mngimpikan study oversea mcm shbt2 lain. Tapi, lepas sya dh buat research cket2, sya bisik dlm hati "mungkin sya patut study dlm negara ja kot"

Bergenang air mata bila memikirkn semua ni, kenapa eh??? Beruntunglah wahai shbt2 skalian yg smbung study luar. Sya hanya mampu doakan yg trbaik utk shbt2 sya. Bila sya tgok syarat2 suma, dr segi kewangan sya rsa sya mmg xmampu. Cthnya nk ambik test IELTS pun dh 6 ratus. Inikan pula kos sara hidup kt sna. Ckuplahh hanya bermimpi sya oi.

Tu la dulu spm xusaha sungguh2, ni lah padah dkmudian hari. Sebak hati ni bila tgok gmbar shbt2 dluar. Sabarlah wahai hati... Xsemua yg kita impikan akan jd kenyataan. Sya hanya pegang kata2 mak, " kakak kalau mengaji kat mana sekalipun, klau malas xberjya jgk"

Yes, that's right, but my mind keep dreaming mom....

Baru2 ni sya ada isi 1 agent utk further ke oversea, mmg blh tp sya rasa sya nk jumpa advisor dulu.. (just to keep my heart a little bit cure). Actually sya nk tnya pndpat advisor sbb agent tu mnx hantar referee letter. Sya mmg nak sgt sgt sgt further luar, tp entahlaaa hati ni ttp rsa "kau xlayak sya".

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, aku berserah pdMU, sesungguhnya Engkau tlh ttpkn jln yg terbaik dlm hidupku ini. Permudahkn dlm sgla urusanku yg Engkau redhai.

>i will try to be the best mom dad even though i'm studying in local university...i will try to made both of u will be proud of me one day T.T . I'm promise!!!

.....i try to be strong enough but water keep running out my eyes...please sya BE STRONG!!!

Wasalam...

ღ l o t s o f l o v e ღ

1 comment:

  1. all the best, pilihlah yang mana buat hati tenang, refer niat balik, insyaAllah, rezeki tetapan Allah, tears doesnt always mean you're weak ;)

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